In loving memory of Kipper

Up untill yesterday i had thought i was ok about his death. But what happened yesterday just made it even more real then ever. I know that it may sound stupid but i could feel kipper around, all of his old sleeping spots still bring back the memorys i hold so dear. One of my kittens, Riley, reminds me so much of Kipper. He is playfull and sweet just like him, the only thing is the Riley is still a kitten and hasnt learned the gift of tollerance as kipper did at a very early age. Riley seems to be actracted to the places were our cat Kipper used to lay, he sniffs the spots as if there is really a cat there. But of course no one can see one. But i think that Kipper was there and was watching my family closley to keep us safe untill he felt it was ok to leave us. Up untill yesterday i felt his presence. I had a dream that night that really effected me, i dreamed he was here again and i was showing him off as usual to all of my family. I was holding him and petting him and just loving him in general.I woke up and knew that was a sign, i didnt know what it ment but i would soon find out. I went online and did some research to see if anyone else experienced this because i already knew it sounded crazy but by hearing other peoples experiences it helped me to just be happy he visited me in my dream. So all yesterday i was gone but when i got home something was different. I just didnt feel him around anymore. I tried to go to sleep about a half an our ago but couldnt. All i was thinking about was kipper and why he had come to my dream that night. But then every time i thought of him riley pooped into my head, everytime i would think of his name riley popped up again. It felt as if something was making me say Riley, as if they wanted me to move on. So i am writing this now because i know what that dream ment. It ment that Kipper felt it was time to move on all the way and finish his journey to heaven.

I now remember the night before he passed. I had a feeling in my gut he wasnt going to make it much longer. When i would pick him up his legs would go limp and i would set him back down on my bed and he just slept. I sat down next to him and said my goodbyes. I just knew that it was his time. And the next day my mom told me when i came home from school that she had put him down. Then i knew that i was right and i was so lucky that i got to say goodbye because my dad and sister didnt. It just goes to show how strong a bond between a pet and a owner can be, wait he wasnt even a pet he was a part of the family.

We will always remember him, he will never ever be forgotten.

Kipper Kirby

March 12, 1997 to April 29,2008

oops i forgot to mention..

that i saw Carrie Underwood up at konocti and she was amazing.
yeah and she ate a bug.
and like my friend tina did not have a ticket and like so we were riding on this trolly for like two hours before and i guess tina really made an impression with her flirting because he bought her a ticket.
and by him i meen the trolly driver lol.
hahahahahha.
so funny.
and we got super awesome sweatshirts.
like really super duper cool and awesome sweatshirts lol.
so yeah.
i forgot to say that.
haha,
bubi.

Tagging?

The rules are - once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with ten weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end you choose ten people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog; and no tag backs.

btw i found this from jonny!
lol i love him.

1. I'm a perfectionist.

2. I can play like 4 different musical instruments:
Flute
Piano
Clarinet
Bass Clarinet
(i dont know how good i will be now but i used to be like super good. haha like Last year)

3. Ive lost like 25 pounds which is pretty cool.
lol.

4. I love food but i think most people know that lol.

5. My favorite food is indian curry with chicken on rice, its amazingly yummy.

6. I absolutley hate sweating like seriously!!!

7. I think its fun to push peoples buttons and figure out what makes them mad.

8. No matter how hard i try i cant whistle which sucks!!

9. I always dream of like being a famous singer but at the same time im always afraid to sing in front of people haha aint that funny!

10. I talk to my cats haha.


Ok so i have to tag 10 people wowie thats alot i think i will tag these people!

Tina, Lizzy, Andrew O., Jonny, Taylor, Caitlyn L., Diane, Meagen.

haha thats all i can think of.
lol.

omg poop.

i totally havent written on here in forever like seriously.
haha.
well last week like all week i was at the lake and it was super fun because tina came.
but if she would not have come then it would have been horrible like for reals.
my sister was beening like so annoying.
she like was trying to be tinas best friend.
and like bugged her all night and kept asking her questions and stuff.
haha pathetic.
i know i sound mean but it is so totally true.
but im gonna go now ill write more at some point in time lol.

The Rockstar Mahem Tour! =]

so yesterday i went to a concert up at shoreline and it was pretty awesome.
but there were things i didnt like also.
so before we went i came home from tinas at like 10 then i went and took a shower and got ready.
after i got ready me and my brother and my dad went to go get some subway and drinks for later.
then we got home and i finished getting ready.
then we left.
so we got there at like 3, trafic wasnt that bad but after we got after the golden gate bridge there was an accident so it kinda slowed us down.
then some crazy chinese lady was in a jaguar and cut us off and my dad was like trying not to let her in but she like was gonna ram into us so we had to.
wow she was stupid! :O
so at the tour there was alot of bands:
DISTURBED
SLIPKNOT
machinehead
black tide
underoath
airbourne
sevendust
walls of jericho
mastadon
36 crazy fists
the red chord
dragon force
suicide silence
five finger death punch

so yeah there was alot!

we didnt really watch all the little bands because they were out at two other stages but we watched some of them.
the ones we did watch were good.

then at 530 we got to go into the big tent thingy for the big bands and first was this band called mastadon that i never heard of i didnt really care for them.
then we had to leave untill 700 then dragon force went on which was kinda like ok.
but then the best band ever went on!!!!
DISTURBED!
omfg it was so amazing like really.
i love that band.
then slipknot went on and it was kinda scary cause they all had like masks on.
and yeah thats it then we went home and i got sick in the car.
it sucked.
but oh well.
xoxoCourtney

My outing to Walmart!

So today i woke up early, well not that early like 900 but thats early to me.
The reason i woke up early was so i could go to the wonderfull gym.
:).
i did like 2 miles and burned like 250 calories... i was excited!!!
lol.
so i came back and took a shower did my hair, my makeup, just normal stuff.
and then i went and sat outside with my parents since my pooface sister wasnt here to bug me.
so we spent some actual good time together.
then the only outing of the day occured.
we went to walmart, which kinda sucked because i like target but it was good also.
It was good because i got to by some fun summer things.
I bought wait actually my parents bought a pink bag, a dress, a pair of shorts, a pair of workout pants, anndd some tanning lotion. lol
it was pretty cool.
and the pink bag came with a really cute like key chain with a shiny heart fake jewel type thing.
then i went home and looked at it for awhile thinking about all the fun i will have with it lol.
after that short period of time me and my parents went outside and my mom sat in the sun and me and my dad sat under the unbrella thingy.
then my mom made meatballs and stroganoff it was yummy.
then i went on my computer.
and now i am writing this.
well goodbye fellow bloggers, till tommorow or whenever i post again.
xoxoCourtney

4th of July

So 4th of July was yesterday and it was amazing.
My Familys friends(the spomers) from when my sister did gymnastics came over.
They are awesome and so fun to hang out with.
Andrew came over at like 130, well we went and got him and we played Wii untill my brother came at like 300.
Then at 530 The spomers finally came!!!
They brought some fireworks to add to the huge stack we had.
Some of the fireworks had a funny story behind them and that story is that like at my dads work they use to store the fireworks for the big show out at the bay and like he had some fireworks from there, also the other ones were from like along time ago from the old owner of his work lived like 15 years ago ahaha and like one of his employees told him about them and he went and got him, and like i pulled one out of the box and the whole thing fell apart.
soooo funny.
so i was very excited and could barley wait to do the pile of fireworks we had but i had to.
i had to wait like 4 hours!
but in those 4 hours we had this really yummy dinner, special rubbed baby back ribs, bbq chicken, corn on the cob, and ceazer salad. Oh and some things i didnt like that i didnt eat.
lol.
back to the fireworks!
so since i was so anxious to do fireworks i bugged my dad enough to let me do some little ones in front of my house which btw is against the law... so technically i broke the law like atlesat 6 times yesterday, wait actually more because i did some firecrackers.
hahah so funny.
so end of story i love fire works and 4th of july and get togethers with old friends and family!
xoxoCourtney